Sunday, October 11, 2009

Love and Life at Freedom U-Part V


I was ready to get back to Freedom U. I missed being with Clarence. I missed that warm ass wrapped around my dick every night. I missed holding him until we fell asleep. For the first few weeks we carried out our usual ritual of fucking and sucking whenever we could. We would give each other head in between classes and have sex every night. I was falling deeper and deeper every day. He occupied my mind 24/7 and I was losing myself in him.

Clarence and I usually wake up at the same time because we both have class at 9am. On this particular morning I noticed that he wasn’t getting ready for class.

“Is everything alright papo?” I asked.

“Yeah I’m good. I think I have a cold” he said.

I gave him a kiss on the forehead and walked out the door. I was halfway to class when I decided to pick up some cold medicine from the student center and take it back to him. I walked back to the room and as I got closer to the door a chill came over me. I walked closer and closer and I heard the sound of someone moaning. I quietly opened the door and nearly dropped the cold medicine. I couldn’t BELIEVE what I was seeing…

“You like this dick nigga?”

Troy, the RA was fucking MY dude. Clarence was on his hands and knees taking another man’s dick.

“What the FUCK is this?” I yelled as I slammed the door behind me.

They stopped fucking and looked at me. Troy gave me a slick grin and it took everything in me to keep from beating his ass. He put on his clothes and walked out the door.

“Really? Really Clarence? That’s how you do me!? I thought you loved me!”

“I do but…”

“Mane FUCK you”

I threw the cold medicine at him and stormed out of the room. I didn’t know where I was going, but I knew I couldn’t be around Clarence. I shouldn’t have been surprised. All men are the same. I cheated on every girlfriend that I ever had, so I couldn’t expect Clarence to be faithful. I was sitting in the lobby when Jeremy, the building manager, approached me.

“Is everything alright?” he asked. “We haven’t really talked much this year.”

“Yeah, I’m cool.” I said.

“Well let me know if you need anything. I’m always here for you.”

He flashed the prettiest smile I had ever seen before he walked away. A part of me thought that he was hitting on me, but another part figured that he was just doing his job. I saw him again the next day in the Student Center.

“Damn boy, you must be stalking me!”

I laughed at his corny ass joke.

“Nah…I think you are the stalker,” I said. He laughed.

“So what are you doing later?”


“You should come visit me. I like to get to know my residents.”

“I’ll think about it,” I said.

I went back to my room. I looked on the bad and saw a shitload of new clothes and two new pair of shoes. Clarence was buying me all kinds of gifts and begging for my forgiveness. I really hadn’t talked to him since the incident. Whenever I came into the room I would walk right past him and go to my side of the room without even making eye contact. We hadn’t fucked either. I knew he missed the dick because he was trying to get it every chance he got. He sat on the bed next to me.

“Baby I’m sorry”

He tried to rub my dick but I pushed his hand away and told him to rub on Troy’s dick. I decided that I couldn’t take too much more of Clarence, so I walked out of the room, went downstairs, and knocked on Jeremy’s door.

1 comment:

  1. The never ending story of a black gay man, we are always looking for the next 'best' thing. Sigh.