Thursday, September 17, 2009

Mr Officer pt. 4

My boyfriend was staring at me from across the room. What the fuck was he doing here? How could he do this to me? I guess I couldn’t be too upset since I was in the same place, but this was my first time being unfaithful. Shit I hadn’t done anything wrong (yet) but apparently this wasn’t their first encounter.

“What the fuck is this? What the fuck you doin here?” he asked.

“Are you serious? What are you doing here?”

“Whoa, yall know each other?” Tony asked.

“Yeah…this my nigga”

“EX nigga” I said. “I’m not fuckin with you anymore…”

I pushed him to the side and grabbed my clothes. I was BEYOND pissed. How could he do this to me? I’ve always been faithful (except for this one night) and he was a big ass hoe. This wasn’t his first time with Tony. I felt like I had been betrayed by both J and Tony.
I finished getting dressed and walked past the two on my way out.

“Wait, let’s talk” J said.
“FUCK you! We aint got shit to talk about”

“You can’t get mad…nigga you wanted this dick too. Shit I could fuck both of yall right now if I wanted to” Tony said.

J and I looked at each other and then looked back at Tony.

“What the fuck did you just say?”

J was starting to get confrontational. He walked up to Tony and, stood in his face, grabbed his shirt, then pushed him down to the ground.

“Don’t EVER disrespect me like that again!” he said.

By this time I was completely sober and decided to leave. I couldn’t believe what had transpired over the last few hours. I felt bad for what I did, but I was angry at J for his infidelity.
He tried to talk to me as I walked to my car


“I’m not your fuckin baby. Don’t talk to me”

“You can’t get mad…you were here too.”

“You’re right. I was ABOUT to fuck him…but you already did. You cheated.”

I wasn’t hurt…I didn’t care. I knew I could have any nigga that I wanted, so I wasn’t too worried about this bitch ass dude. He grabbed my hand, pulled me close to him, and gave me a kiss. I tried to resist, but he wouldn’t let go and eventually I gave in. He was my baby and I loved him. It felt like fire was running through my body and I got lost in the moment. He pulled away and looked into my eyes.

“Baby I’m sorry”

I forgave him and we made up four times that night. I fucked him three times and he fucked me once. Although I forgave, I didn’t forget. I still have Officer Tony’s number saved in my phone. After all I’m entitled to one CHEAT. Shit…he got his, why can’t I get mine???