DISCLAIMER: This is pure FICTION (or is it??? hehehe...)
I can't help it...I like the way it feels. I like the adrenaline rush that I get when the red light is flashing. I like the way I look on camera giving these boys the BUSINESS. What I do may not be ethical...and if these people found out how old I REALLY am they would go to jail. But I love it...something about being a 17 year old porn star is exhilarating and fulfilling.
I didn't WANT to be a porn star. I didn't wake up one day and say "I want to fuck and suck on camera for the rest of my life". But life dealt me a set of cards and I had to play with what I was given. My mother died in a car crash when I was 14. My dad remarried and the evil bitch convinced him to kick me out of the house at the age of 15. How the FUCK do you allow your 15 year old child to be homeless in NYC? It didn't make any sense to me...but I got involved with a bad crowd and started selling drugs. I made a LOT of money, but I got caught and spent a few months in jail. When I was released I met Tony and got my first taste of DICK. He saw me at the train station and gave me his card. He told me that he could make me rich and famous. I can't believe I feel for that dumb ass promise...but I called him and he invited me over to his loft in Manhattan. It was supposed to be a business meeting but it turned into something else...and it was the first step toward me becoming who I am.
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Very interesting! Can't wait until you continue the story!
ReplyDeletevery interesting. cant wait to read the rest
ReplyDeleteever thought of doing books or short stories?
Napolian...u are like the millionth person to ask me that. I've always thought that writing a book is TOO MUCH WORK but I'm thinking about it...we'll see!
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