Showing posts with label infidelity. Show all posts
Showing posts with label infidelity. Show all posts

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Joel (Part 1 of 2)



Depressed.
That’s how he felt as he looked out the window at the first snowfall of the season. The snow was light and free, a feeling he longed for. Lately he had been feeling lonely, and he can’t understand why. He has everything. He is one of the most successful photographers in the country, he owns condos in New York, Atlanta, and Miami, and he has enough money to buy whatever he wants. He lives a glamorous life of luxury and privilege, building an empire at the age of 25 and he spends his free time with his best friends, Chad and Marcus. Chad is a successful rapper and Marcus is a model.
His boyfriend grabbed him by the waist, interrupting his thoughts.
“I’m going to work”
“Ok”
He kissed him lightly on the lips before he grabbed his briefcase and walked out the door. He was an English professor at NYU and he was very busy with the end of the semester approaching. He was always tutoring students, or sponsoring some type of event. He was tired of eating dinner alone and falling asleep on the couch waiting for his lover to come home from work. There was no passion in their life...even the goodbye kiss felt dull and mundane.
He stared at the snowfall and looked at the beautiful city of New York in the background. It was definitely a magical place where any dream could come true. He decided to move there from his hometown of Dallas because he knew there were more opportunities for him as a photographer and he wanted to be successful.
He walked across the dark brown hardwood floors to his office. The walls were lined with pictures of the various models and celebrities he had shot over the last few years. These photos were the cause of many arguments between him and his boyfriend. His boyfriend never understood why he wanted to be a photographer, and he wasn’t very supportive. He was also jealous of many of the models and often accused him of cheating although he never touched any of his models sexually.
He sat in front of his 27inch iMac and logged into his Facebook account, greeted by 40 new messages and 67 friend requests. Usually he ignored all requests. He thought boys were stupid, and the only reason he had so many messages and requests was because of his shirtless profile picture. His body was banging and he didn’t mind showing it off to the world, since he worked so hard to achieve it. One particular request caught his attention. He was a cute Dominican named Joel Ortega. He had beautiful, exotic light brown eyes, thin lips, and a toned athletic body. He quickly accepted the friend request, then opened Photoshop to begin editing pictures from his last photo shoot. Joel sent him a message a few minutes later.
Thanks for the add sexy. I can’t wait to get to know you...

They began messaging each other back and forth, before Joel gave him his number and they began texting. Something about him made him smile, and he agreed to meet him for drinks later. Nothing wrong with a little friendship, right? They met at 4:00 at a bar down the street from his house. Joel was built like a model, 6’2 165 with a strong jawbone and his wardrobe was flawless. They were both shy at first, but they began to loosen up after the third drink. They started laughing and flirting. It was the first time he smiled in months but he didn’t want to send the wrong message. They were both in relationships and made it clear that they didn’t want to do anything to jeopardize the future with their lovers.
“So am I gonna get a kiss?”
Joel’s question caught him off guard, but he had the sweetest puppy dog look in his eyes. It was type of look that you couldn’t say no to. The type of look that meant trouble. He followed him to his apartment a few blocks from the bar. His knew he was walking down a potentially harmful path, but he didn’t care. His dick was rock hard, and the outline of Joel’s bubble cakes wasn’t helping. He just asked for a kiss...nothing wrong with a friendly kiss on the cheek, right?
They arrived at Joel’s apartment a few minutes later. He called his boyfriend to see if he was ok, but there was no answer. Typical. He got angry as he slipped his iPhone in his pocket and followed Joel to the third floor. The apartment was small, but nicely decorated and comfortable.  He sat on the couch as Joel offered him a drink. He sat next to him and they started watching TV. Temptation finally got the best of him and he reached over and kissed Joel’s soft lips. He grabbed his waist and they kissed passionately until they were out of breath. They stumbled into the bedroom, taking off their clothes piece by piece until they were naked in Joel’s bed. Joel kissed his neck, then moved his tongue across his chest and abs until he found his rock hard 10 inch manhood. He teased it for a while before swallowing the entire thing in his mouth. He slurped and slobbered, enjoying the taste of the dick like it was his last meal. He noticed a fresh box of condoms on the dresser. Against his better judgement he walked over and pulled a gold wrapped Magnum out of the box.
“Wait...we can’t do this. Its wrong” Joel said as he laid back on the bed and pulled him closer. He unwrapped the condom and slid it over his throbbing erection. Moments later he was pounding Joel’s ass into ecstasy. The sound of the headboard banging against the wall was nothing compared to the moans and screams of passion coming from Joel.
“Damn baby...work that dick...work it baby”
“You like this nigga?”
He flipped Joel on his hands and knees and gripped his slim waist as he continued grunting pounding his cakes, the sound of skin against skin filling the room.
“Damn”
After they showered he checked his phone to see if his boyfriend returned his call, or sent a text message. He had two missed calls and several text message, but none from his boyfriend. Fuck it...he was over the situation as he laid in Joel’s bed contemplating his next move.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Mr Officer pt. 4

My boyfriend was staring at me from across the room. What the fuck was he doing here? How could he do this to me? I guess I couldn’t be too upset since I was in the same place, but this was my first time being unfaithful. Shit I hadn’t done anything wrong (yet) but apparently this wasn’t their first encounter.

“What the fuck is this? What the fuck you doin here?” he asked.

“Are you serious? What are you doing here?”

“Whoa, yall know each other?” Tony asked.

“Yeah…this my nigga”

“EX nigga” I said. “I’m not fuckin with you anymore…”

I pushed him to the side and grabbed my clothes. I was BEYOND pissed. How could he do this to me? I’ve always been faithful (except for this one night) and he was a big ass hoe. This wasn’t his first time with Tony. I felt like I had been betrayed by both J and Tony.
I finished getting dressed and walked past the two on my way out.

“Wait, let’s talk” J said.
“FUCK you! We aint got shit to talk about”

“You can’t get mad…nigga you wanted this dick too. Shit I could fuck both of yall right now if I wanted to” Tony said.

J and I looked at each other and then looked back at Tony.

“What the fuck did you just say?”

J was starting to get confrontational. He walked up to Tony and, stood in his face, grabbed his shirt, then pushed him down to the ground.

“Don’t EVER disrespect me like that again!” he said.

By this time I was completely sober and decided to leave. I couldn’t believe what had transpired over the last few hours. I felt bad for what I did, but I was angry at J for his infidelity.
He tried to talk to me as I walked to my car

“Baby”

“I’m not your fuckin baby. Don’t talk to me”

“You can’t get mad…you were here too.”

“You’re right. I was ABOUT to fuck him…but you already did. You cheated.”

I wasn’t hurt…I didn’t care. I knew I could have any nigga that I wanted, so I wasn’t too worried about this bitch ass dude. He grabbed my hand, pulled me close to him, and gave me a kiss. I tried to resist, but he wouldn’t let go and eventually I gave in. He was my baby and I loved him. It felt like fire was running through my body and I got lost in the moment. He pulled away and looked into my eyes.

“Baby I’m sorry”

I forgave him and we made up four times that night. I fucked him three times and he fucked me once. Although I forgave, I didn’t forget. I still have Officer Tony’s number saved in my phone. After all I’m entitled to one CHEAT. Shit…he got his, why can’t I get mine???